Out of Spoons

Tomorrow I have to be up, showered, dressed, coffee in belly and at the hospital by 8:00AM. Pretty sure this is what I'm going to look like when I show up tomorrow, only probably not as cute.

8 is when I'm scheduled for my LP, and then at 10 I have an appointment where I will start my neuro-psychological testing, I'll have a break at 12, and back at it at 1. Today I had one appointment, ONE, and then I went to pick up some amazing cupcakes and I am exhausted. In pain and exhausted. I just can't shake this fatigue no matter how early I go to bed, no matter how many hours of sleep I get and no matter how many naps I take. I need to learn how to count my spoons better, because clearly I'm not taking care of my body. Yes I had ONE appointment, but that was a few hours long. Looking back I should have known my body wasn't up for much else, but you know, sometimes that whole being a teenager thing really gets to me and I try to be all super girl and tackle everything. Then I come home, with not even enough energy to eat even though I forgot to eat all day. And I end up, in bed...at 7PM, with an ice pack on my head. Good night. Also, I promise my entries will start to get better, once I learn all the ropes of this whole blog thingy-ma-bob.